My life right now is hell. I got into it with one of my closest friends. Now she's making my life a living hell. She's spreading rumors about me. Talking about me behind my back, and worst of all she told him.
As if it wasn't bad enough she got him to hate me. Today he confronted me. He said that she told him about my 'writings'. My heart nearly stopped. Right before it started beating so dang fast. She's trying to keep me from him. Quite frankly it hurts me inside for one that he'd believe her, and two that she would do this to me. I denied it. I always deny it. I almost wish that i'd told him the truth. Or told him off like they weren't about him. He's taking her side. It's bugging me. I know they have a history and everything. I don't expect him to stop being friends with her, oh, wait that's what he did with me. Hm, guess we know who he likes more. I wish I was one of those people that could just say well ell well. To hell with him. I can't though. There are very few people that I care about in this world, and unfortunately for me he's one of them. I don't need him in my life. I can find a replacement, but the thing is I don't want to. I want him. Or at least I wanted him. I'm not so sure anymore. He's being a jerk to me because of how I treated one of his friends. I guess maybe that just proves that he never cared about me.. Which kills me, but I guess that's life. So now school is a living hell. Thank you.
